Think deeply about this. Do you really want to know about your habits, about what is really holding you back? Do you want to know what the soul knows or are you afraid of what that knowing will cost you? And- by the way - What is the cost of knowing? Perhaps pain, temporary discomfort... so I ask you honestly - do you really want to know?
What ancient wisdom do you carry in your bones? What karma might you be living out that is not your own? Will you stalk the soul to know what the soul knows?
What does going through the fire mean to you? How, if you are willing to do the work, might the fire impact your life?
What would the experience of falling apart be like for you? What would the experience of falling together be like?