Reflection on a car

Reflection on a car

Admittedly, upon seeing it I felt a small tinge of embarrassment at my own car; slightly older than her new shiny model. I experienced an old, gnawing regret of getting rid of my Luxury SUV as part of my “right sizing project” -an effort to become a full time business owner.

When the Old Ways Won't Work

I hid behind the script and created an entirely different persona that appeared happy and full of life. I deflected and projected and for years and functioned remarkably well in this trance-like way.  What no one knew is that I felt dead inside and because of this I attracted dead relationships that further depleted me and contributed to the separation I felt from myself, including my body and from others.